The level of intensity of this weeks emotions is difficult to describe. This week was the manifestation of the phrase "life can throw you a curve ball." And yet, I fear that it could have been worse. In many ways, I know it was worse for so many others. This week, the DR Congo decided to cease releasing exit papers for adoptions for 12 months. Initially, this crushing blow wracked my very being. But, then, the Lord spoke. He is so mighty, yet so gentle. He is so powerful, yet so meek. He is, despite the millions of questions I flung at Him throughout this week, my whole existence. He is, regardless of this trench I find myself in, the reason that I still sing His praises. I know that He orchestrates all things. I know that, despite affliction along this journey to reach my daughter, I will not be destroyed--because Christ is within me.
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28
Therefore, my heart soars thinking of His mighty works. My prayer is that my life would continually represent a manifestation of His love. I do not want to bow down to insecurities and lies from the world. I will only serve one master. His name is Jesus Christ.
Please, join me in praying for a speedy remedy for the reissuing of exit papers for adoptions in the DR Congo. Please pray specifically for families who are currently in the middle of turmoil and anguish, as they may have a fully processed adoption, but are not being allowed to exit the country with their children. Pray that government officials and adoption agencies and advocates would make quick work of removing the suspension on exit papers, to benefit suffering children. As always, please pray for Vivie!
